Lacking in general

I'm so tired and I have only been up for 12 hours. Yeah that's right, I didn't get up until 9pm. It was a long night/day the previous day, let's just leave it at that. I'm attempting to stay awake today so I can fix my sleep schedule. I don't know if I'm going to make it. Actually, at this point, I strongly doubt that I'll make it. Shawn is supposed to wake me up when he gets home so hopefully, it'll be more of nap than going to sleep. I'm not sure I'll have a choice if Evan doesn't go to sleep and stay that way for more than a few minutes. Jasmine isn't helping the situation. I wish it was dinner time. I don't feel like making anything right now but it's been about 36 hours since the last time I ate something. This is the second time this week that I will have gone 48 hours without eating. The first was Saturday night till Monday night and that was because I really wasn't feeling well. This time is more stress than anything. It's no wonder I want to sleep, I don't have anything in me to keep me awake. I'm basically just rambling at this point.